Anxiety: Conversations with Besties Part 2

"Guys, I need to tell you both somehting

I've been having anxiety problems

Like even after uni was over and stuff, I've been having anxiety over small little things

I mean the smallest of things would push me over the edge

And it's happpening on a regular basis right now, and I just wanted you guys to know

Like I wake up with knots in my stomach for no reason. NOTHING AT ALL would trigger the same reaction as if I were about write an exam or something

I can't eat properly without feeling like puking

This has been there for a month now

In DXB itself all this was happening

I'd get nervous and I mean REALLYYY nervous and anxious over like, visiting the doctor, or checking Facebook (!!! FACEBOOK!!!!) and other stupid shit. I can't sleep peroperly at night

my heart hurts looool

I feel light-headed

Idk guys

I thought it was all in my head, like maybe I was making it up but then... come on

I talked to my aunt and she was like yep, you have anxiety issues (she's a psychologist and so now I feel a little bit more justified about all of this)

I didn't want to tell anyone because it seems so stupid and dumb but then I want to tell you guys

I get fidgety and I start rubbing my fingers or scratching some part of my body or some dumb thing like that

I wouldnt have told you guys if I was having this convo face-to-face

I dont even want to discuss this, I jjust want to tell you guys

Bc I dont knnow what im going to do to deal withit yet"